Feeling blue

I sometimes go to bed feeling blue, feeling defeated and feeling like I have failed as a mother. Before I had children I had all these (unrealistic) high expectations and believed anything less then perfect was a failure. Having children has taught me to focus on what really matters, be realistic, set priorities and be more flexible. On the nights that I feel as though I am not good-enough, I reflect upon the day and try to figure out why I am feeling this way. It suddenly dawned on me that I don't think I am failing as a mother, I feel as though others feel I am failing in some way. From this day on I will no longer care about what others may be thinking, saying or doing. I know that I am a great mother and I am perfectly happy doing the best I can do everyday. I put my kids to bed each night knowing that they are happy, had a fun day and spent loads of time with their mother that loves them to pieces. From this day on I will never again feel as though I am failing as a mother. I will go to sleep each night knowing that what I am doing is right for my perfectly imperfect family of four. For those who may think differently, time will tell.